My Resolution

I've had time to think about a lot of things and to learn that regret sometimes hides itself deep within your heart.  I won't be doing daily posts any more.  It was ridiculous of me to think that I would always have something worthwhile to say...or that anyone would care to read it.  I have some tough decisions to make over the coming weeks - none of them will be easy, and some of them won't make sense to anyone but me.  I will continue to post here on occasion - likely when I finish a knitting project.  I won't be doing much baking anymore.  I don't know what this year holds for me, but I can only hope that it turns out better than the last 12.  I have been on a downward spiral that has finally hit the bottom.  I now have to try to climb back up, with no stairs, no ropes, and no help.  I would ask for luck, but I don't believe in it.  So instead, I'll ask for patience and understanding.  If I don't talk to you, call you, e-mail you, write you, post on your FB, tweet you, or contact you in anyway, please don't see it as anything you've done.  I just need to distance myself from some things and I might be more focused internally.  If you need something from me, contact me and I will see it and respond.  If you just want to chat, I might not be open to it.  Again, patience and understanding.  I want to finish this year not regretting how I chose to live it, and no longer regretting my entire life.  I hope to get to that point.