"So tired that I couldn't even sleep
So many secrets I couldn't keep
Promised myself I wouldn't weep
One more promise I couldn't keep
It seems no one can help me now
I'm in too deep
There's no way out
This time I have really led myself astray
Runaway train never going back
Wrong way on a one way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here nor there..."
So many secrets I couldn't keep
Promised myself I wouldn't weep
One more promise I couldn't keep
It seems no one can help me now
I'm in too deep
There's no way out
This time I have really led myself astray
Runaway train never going back
Wrong way on a one way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here nor there..."
-"Runaway Train" by Soul Asylum
Runaway Train: My life feels like a runaway train right now. What I can't tell is, whether I'm the train or whether I'm on the tracks and the train is coming. Either way, I feel like my life is spiraling out of control. You know that odd sensation you feel when you know you've made a mistake and you're trying to figure out whether its going to be a huge one or a small one? That's how I feel right now - struggling to figure out if there is a way to remedy these mistakes that I've made. Trying to figure out how bad its going to be. Trying to figure out where I went wrong.
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