"It seems like every day’s the same
and I’m left to discover on my own
It seems like everything is gray
and there’s no color to behold"
and I’m left to discover on my own
It seems like everything is gray
and there’s no color to behold"
-"Fine Again" by Seether
Insomnia: For some reason I've hit the wall of no sleep again. I haven't had this problem in a while, and usually it happens when I'm way too stressed. I'm starting to notice my heart murmur more as well. My cardiologist mentioned that it was casused by stress, so I need to start taking a real look at my life ot see if I can figure out how to reduce the stress I'm feeling. I don't deserve a heart problem at my age. I don't deserve the levels of stress I'm feeling. I deserve the opportunity to have a normal life with lots of opportunities for joy along with the pain. Right now I have only the pain. I should be asleep now, knowing I have to get up tomorrow. I'll eventually doze off but I'll sleep fitfully and when I wake up, I'll be even more tired than when I went to sleep. Yep, insomnia is my only friend right now, just not one I want to have hanging around.
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