"And on I read
Until the day was gone
And I sat in regret
Of all the things I've done..."
-"Like a Stone" by Audioslave
Two Days of Hell: I can't believe how hellish the last two days have been, though nothing truly bad has actually happened. I find it odd that I'm feeling this way when other days have clearly been worse. I think some of it is resignation and I don't like feeling resigned about anything because it is like being one step from guaranteed failure. I can only hope that tomorrow will be better as I'll be able to try to play catch up with things. Let's just hope that I want to continue catching up at all...
Mixed Feelings: I'm feeling very mixed about going home for the holidays. On one hand I really do miss my family and want to see them. On the other hand, I just want to be left alone...left to wallow in my misery...or just sit and read...or just sleep...
Changing Things Up: I'm planning a new schedule for myself, hoping to jump start my metabolism and get rid of this extra weight I'm still hanging on to. I'm not sure how my knees will hold up, so when I go to my doctor next week I'll have to ask her what I can do to naturally take better care of my knees.
Splurge Time: I'm beginning to think it is time for me to splurge on myself a little. I don't like doing it, but this time I think I have to. What am I planning on getting? A new computer!
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