"While I'm lonely brokenhearted
Life's not over
I can start again
While I'm lonely brokenhearted
It's a hurting thing to get over"
Life's not over
I can start again
While I'm lonely brokenhearted
It's a hurting thing to get over"
-"Broken Hearted" by Brandy
Not Much to Say: I don't have much to say about my day today. I ran 8.6 miles and nearly passed out afterwards. About 6 miles into the run I came to the conclusion that I needed to stop running. I'm in so much pain when I finish that the rest of my day is basically ruined. Plus, I'm just not cut out for running. I know I need to find something to replace running with or I'll have a bigger issue on my hand, but I'll have to worry about that later. I tend to think a lot as I run and I often come up with new stories for the books I'll never finish, or decisions related to work or my life. I just didn't expect my decision today to be about running. I'm a little saddened at the idea of not running anymore. I also feel as if I'm admitting defeat in my battle of the budge and again failing at something in my life.
Writing It All Out: Today I spent more time writing and working on my books than I have in a long time. I also reread my books as I work on them (I have to for most since I don't remember what I wrote). I was rereading one of them and actually made myself tear up over something I had imagined happening to someone in a book. It was kind of nice to see that I had written something that could evoke an emotional response. I'm just sad that it is likely no one else will read it.
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