"I look ahead to all the plans that we made
And the dreams that we had
I'm in a world that tries to take them away
Oh, but I'm taking them back..."
-"It's Not My Time" by 3 Doors Down
Eating Wrong: I use the excuse of massive amounts of exercise to eat what I like on Saturdays. Today I ran over 10 miles so I allowed myself to have pancakes and pizza. Not the healthiest of combinations, but one that I felt I deserved. Besides, the pizza was free (part of Papa John's Superbowl promotion). Now, of course, I have to work out on Sunday to eat the rest of the pizza (no way I could finish a whole one in one day). I made myself walk to pick up my pizza instead of doing delivery (to help burn a few more calories). But I really need to start evaluating this "balance" I have going on.
Emotional Roller Coaster: I've been on an emotion roller coaster of late and I'm not quite sure why. Take today, for instance. I woke up feeling more energetic than normal and then went for a long run. I should have finished feeling accomplished (I have never run that far or that long before) but instead I finished feeling tired, sore, and rundown. I then proceeded to try to work on some things and found myself unmotivated. Finally I found myself feeling listless and weepy during the later part of the day, being set off by everything from commercials to videos, to something I read online. WTF?
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