Sunday, March 25, 2012

Day 196: 3/25/12 - "Lonely"

"Do you know what it's like to be lonely?
Do you know what it's like to be blue?
Oh, everyone knows, that's the way it goes
Do you know what it's like to be lonely?"

-"Lonely" by The Black Lillies

Ramifications: Yesterday took its toll.  People ask me why I don't do more - go out, try to have fun, meet people, etc.  Because when I try, all I do is fail in my efforts.  Then I wind up more sad than when I started out.  That is where I'm at today.  I woke up so sad this morning and only got out of bed because I was at the stupid hotel and had to check out.  Some days I wish I could just disappear...go somewhere and just hide away from the world.  Maybe then I would find peace.

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